Lotsa love

I am so so so happy for what had happen today.

Seriously I am so happy for you my darling.

You are back haha you are back.

I am so proud of you and yea Thank God!

I feel glad with what you doing right now and yea finally you can have a good rest hehe.

Rest well my dear

♥ ♥ ♥

崩溃

原来是这么一回事

很痛 很辛苦 完全不能呼吸

经历后得到的一定更多

至少我相信

:)

blessed

Life had been great so far. I am really happy and satisfied with what I am having now. Thank God for answering my prayer. I realised that the thing I always longed for is just that simple. I only need that kind of happiness and it really make my smile :) Thanks a lot and you know who you are ♥

坚持

坚持自己认为值得的事情

做了决定就绝不放弃

Life so far

I already been here for 1 week. Omg its like so slow haha. I am happy when I can chat with my mum, bro, friends and him :) it really makes me happy, very happy. I am quite used to the life here alrd, but yea not the weather yet. It's really really cold and I miss the sun in Malaysia so much. I miss Redang :(

Class going to start next week and I am kinda excited about it. I met some lecturer in my Psych department and they are really really friendly, especially my program leader. He is so helpful and I really feel glad that we have really great lecturer here.

We started to cook our meal here already. Haha although all of us didn't cook much when back in Malaysia, but the dishes we cooked are quite delicious haha. We cooked red bean soup and some chinese dishes. Haha I will learn more and hopefully I can cook well after 2 years of practice here hehe.

I really miss home. Mummy said liang liang know how to walk already. I miss him so much. But it's alright, I will enjoy my life here :)

=)

I am very happy now.

:)))

I hate it

Omg since when I become so sensitive and weak?

Tears drop non-stop when I think of something or even listen to certain songs.

I really need to stay strong here. I have to be independent.

The story

Broken dreams, broken dreams, hopin' some day you'll see me.
Sky is gray, sky is gray, but I'm dancin in the rain.
Live to sway, live to sway, will you remember my name?
Live a lie, live a lie, why don't you ask yourself why?

Don't you open your eyes?

Only the moon, only the moon, only the moon, will hear my plea.
Only the creatures of the night, will harmonize with me.
Missed you so, missed you so, and I wondered if you know;
The wind has blown me in this corner and it's hard to let go.

That's the story,
that's the story of you and me

That's the story,
that's the story of you and me

Challenge

There were a lot of ups and downs during this week. I only been here for 5 days, but I felt like I already here for many many weeks. It's very tiring to make sure things that important have to be done. Walking for so long just to get the groceries then walking back with all the heavy bags, have to buy whatever I need before 5pm since the shops all close on that time, clean my room, cook the meal, going for induction, looking at the uni map to find out where is the classroom and etc. I can't sleep well here, I can only sleep for 5-6 hours per day. It's getting colder day by day. They said there are no 4 season in Newcastle, there is only winter here. haha so you know how cold is here hehe.

I know this is the transition period, we have to face a lot of changes. Last time we used to do something together, but not now anymore. We used to talk on phone a lot when back in Msia, but not so frequent now anymore. I hope we can cope with all this changes. I know we can go through all these challenges together. We can be sad and cry, but just for a short period. After this we have to move on. No worries, everything will be fine :)

I think I really need to stay at home alone for a day just to do my stuff. Online, read some books, clean my room or just lie under my comfortable duvet. I want to rest.

First post from Newcastle

HELLO EVERYONE!!

I am safely arrived in Newcastle after the 16 hours torturing flight. I tell you Emirates really sucks. The seat is hard and they don't even have the paddle to put your leg for every seat. I felt so uncomfortable along the journey. Somehow I just sleep all the way, haha I even miss out the meal.

The moment I reached Newcastle International Airport, the first thing came into my mind is my luggage. My hand carry is super heavy already, the big luggage is super super super heavy. I got blue black on my arms now because of that heavy luggage. Sigh anyway, there were some representative from my university picked us up once we touched down Newcastle.

Newcastle is nice. Weather is great, the building around are really really beautiful, the flowers along the road bloom until its max. My accommodation is great, I have my own bathroom and the room is pretty big for me. University is huge but I don't have much time to walk around yet since I've been busy buying some bedding and other stuff. I felt really tired although I just been here for 2 days. Maybe still haven't fully settle down yet, lots of stuff have to be done really really soon =(

I'm homesick! When I stay alone in my room, I feel really lonely. I have the same feeling when I first staying at Hock Lee's. I felt so lonely and homesick and I cried. I miss D so so much. I just try to find a way to let him know I am safe here and everything is alright. Dear no worries I will try my best to adapt to the new environment. There were some bad things happened although I just been here for 2 days. I can't open my laptop! It stated there my OS and hard disk is corrupted so I can't open it. I was very worried about it but really thank God finally one of my friend help me to fix it.

I will try to upload my pics on facebook soon and for sure I will try to update more here. Life have been busy here. I hope I can quickly settle down and get everything done soon. Take care ya everyone back there. I really miss home and especially you. till then..

So long

Bye everyone. Bye Malaysia.

Take care yo.

I will definitely miss here.

1st

walk the road together for 1 year.

So many memories.

Sweet.Bitter.Romance.Arguments

All of these make us who we are

I am really glad and blessed to have you.

Loves.

Happy anniversary ♥

Foodie food

Ate lots of foodsss these few days.

All my favourite food.

Gaining weight but I'm satisfied :)

4 days.scary

好快

只剩一个星期了

时间 还真的不等人

气

有时真的会被一些人气到

你以为你在我心中很重要

重要到我难得回吉隆坡都一定要跟你见面

坦白说 我真的很忙

在那里短短几天但有很多事情要我办妥

我也想抽时间跟你这个好久不见的朋友见面

但有时候时间上不应许 我也没办法呀

为何要说那么难听的话中伤我

说我特地避开你 没当你是一回事

跟你道歉 换来的竟然是那种反应

算了

不要跟你这种人计较

反正你时常都会说这些没有经过大脑的话

拜托你说话时顾虑别人的感受

地球不是为了你一个人而转

They are here!

Last Thursday, Shing Yee,Daniel, Ken and Vincent came to visit me in Segamat. I really feel touched when they told me they going to visit me. At first I really thought they just saying but they really make it true. Haha drive all the way here leh make me feel so gam dong.

I informed them earlier that Segamat is a small town and it's kinda boring. But, luckily they just stayed here for 1 night. Basically, what they did here were eat and eat and eat.

First stop - Restaurant Long Fong

Before..

...after

Hehe hope you all like it :)


After dinner, we played bowling because not much entertainment here.


Then, we went back to my place to freshen up and we watched 'UP' with red wine we bought earlier. I don't have the wine opener so they had to use all kind of things just to open the wine. They were smart enough to use the spannar to open it and it's successful.


Red wine with mug? haha cheers!

Vincent's face is super red

Group pic :)

Next day, we had our breakfast at Nan Yang coffee shop.

Makan makan

Do you think that's all. We had wantan mee after our breakfast haha. Told you we ate a lot here although they were here no more than 24 hours. I follow their car back to KL after that. Few of us going to Cameron for camp. We had lots of fun when on the way back. Haha singing non-stop to keep the driver awake.

Vincent still singing haha.


I really had a great time with them. They are my first bunch of KL friends who come to visit me in my hometown. I really feel so touched and blessed to have them here. We shall visit some other places together when I come back from UK :)