30.6.09

Can I stay?


I will leaving KL in one month time and I really don't want to leave.
It's really bad if I don't spend time with my family before I fly but I really wish I can stay in KL longer.
I love everything here because this is the place where I studied for 2 years plus, a place that made me met my best friends and this is the city I am living with my precious one.

I can feel that I will be staying here for such a short time now.
I really appreaciate every single time I can spend with him.
Seriously, I wish I can spend more time with D.
I really wish I can stay here longer, but can I?

something new

I started a new job today. Yea.. I am working now.
This time it's a kindergarten and the job scope is much easier. The most important thing is the pay is higher! hahaha..
So, today was my first day and yea I was late. Blame the traffic..
Anyway, everything going smooth and the kids are cute. Some are very naughty, very very naughty, kept playing with my hair and kacau me.

This kindergarten is very different compare to the previous place I worked. I prefer this more actually. I can chat with my colleague and we have a great time together, not like last time I have to keep my mouth shut when working. My boss is a nice lady and I really hope we can click well. I like the system they carry on in the school and most important the kids are cool. They are so guai and surprisingly they can really read and write well in this young age.

Elizabeth is working in KL now too. I really hope we can meet up more and spend some time together since I never meet her for quite long already. Melissa is coming back this weekend too and I am super looking forward for that. Pillow talk whole night eh mel. heehe :)

I realise I really appreciate every single time in KL now since I leaving real soon. I really don't want to but I have to. Sad I know but what to do right, I just want to try my best to treasure everything here, especially YOU.

26.6.09

Everything is settled.
Transport, hotel, everything!
yay
I am so looking forward for it.
Redang, wait for me!
:))

21.6.09

20th

生日快乐 我对自己说


朋友说 家人说 简讯说 面书说

他说 你说


好像老了
没有什么"我十X岁罢了!"
现在正式踏入两张

20
要成熟了不能再随便乱发脾气要体谅要了解要懂得珍惜所有的东西
要有勇气要细心要在做任何一件事情时考虑到旁人的感受
要努力读书要毕业要读硕士要实现我要当临床心理学家的梦想
要了解家人的辛苦要体谅每个人都有自己的故事
要小心以防踩到别人的地雷伤害了别人
要设身处地替人着想要时时刻刻让自己进步
要保存跟好友的友谊要珍惜上帝赐给我珍贵的他




20
还是有你他她它他们她们
我很珍惜的一班人
一班无论如何都会在我身边给予无限支持的人

20的我
很幸福
:)
Thanks for all the wishes.
Appreciate it :)

15.6.09

=DD

I am very happy:)
This is all because the bf just bought her the birthday present and she loves it to bits!
I am going to take good care of it and I really really love it.
It looks super cool.
Wooo I love Ray-Ban!
Muackss!

12.6.09

I am soooo frustrated

I am so easily to get irritated nowadays.
All because of my work!
The kids in my workplace are really really cute. It's like I will miss them when I am not working. There are just too adorable.
However, I hate my boss. I don't like the long working hours. I don't like we don't even have proper lunch time. I don't like they give me such a low pay but so much work to do. I don't like my boss twisted things around.
But, I love the kids :(

So sad.
I decide to quit the job. Anyway, I am looking other jobs right now. I really really hope they will call me back. Oh gosh please call me. I feel so frustrated now when I am going to work. But I will feel much better when I see the kids and how they react to me.
Ohya.. there is a kid tell me that day : " Teacher, I love you. I LOVE YOU!"
Cute right, but too bad the adults in the office is not so 'cute' after all.
Hahaha..

Sorry to those people around me now due to my hot-tempered. I am so easily get angry nowadays. So, please don't make me stress or said something that I really don't like to hear. If not I will show you my super black face.
Gosh, I know that's not good at all but please... please forgive me.
It's just this period of time I promise. I am sooo stress and frustrated until sometime I can't tahan myself. Do you get what I mean.. Oh yea, I hope you do.
Even krispy-kreme doughnuts and movie can't cheer me up. So sad..

I need more McFlurry I guess.
I want to quit my job but I really need money.
Too many things to buy but too little money in my pocket.
I pray that's job will come to me soon. Very very soon.
Oh please call me.
please please please.

9.6.09

暗恋

听着一些以前还满爱听的歌
当时所有的回忆一一涌现
是的
就是那段即甜蜜又苦涩的暗恋时期

只要铃声一响 就希望传简讯的那个人是你
一上线 就希望你也在线
guess the sketch 那句annoying我永远都不会忘记
无数次地载送
当时的你陪我聊天至半夜三更兼耳朵发烫
关心的话语令当时在家乡的我恨不得马上回来吉隆坡
喜欢当你在车上听到我喜欢的歌时特意把声量转大的举动
虽然很多时候不止是我们两个人一起相处着
但我也满足了

现在你是我的了
但有时还是会怀念当时还是普通朋友的我们
我知道这种想法有点怪 呵呵 但是我就有这种感觉
偷偷喜欢你但又不要让你发现
连买个生日卡给你都要选个超级无敌普通的

能够有你在我的身边
是一件很幸福的事
我知道那天快到了
但我们要有信心
真的
我们真的可以的

:)


It's 9th! Double 9th :)
Loves as always

5.6.09

爱过

没想过 我还能握著你的手
还能和你一起走 一起走
你曾说过 就算走到路的尽头
你还是坚持陪我 陪著我
去找一个开始 就这样也找到了最后
不放手和你到最后

不管别人怎么看我 我只相信爱没错
不要对我怀疑太多 或去猜测我们的以后
不怕再多冷眼看我 我只相信爱没错
不问结果是什么
永远不算什么 永远不算什么
只要是曾经爱过
I miss you badly

4.6.09

angel vs devil

First time conduct a class just by myself without any guidance.
Finally understand sometime kids can be REALLY annoying.
Oh gosh.. a 8 slides presentation takes me so long to finish it!
Those kids keep asking question and I don't know how to respond to them hehe.

" Teacher teacher you see there is a moon. How come got a moon there?"
" Teacher teacher I want to play this, but I don't know how to play."
" Teacher teacher I want go toilet."
" Teacher teacher I want crayon."
" Teacher teacher I am so happy because mummy brought me to McDonalds."

Omg teacher this teacher that.
They are shouting ok! TEACHER TEACHER! and they keep double the 'teacher'.
The only thing I can say is " yes darling. But can you sit down and keep quiet? Be teacher's good boy and good girl ya."
The next thing is...
"Teacher teacher.............."

Anyway, there is a super cute kid in my class yesterday.
Before he say a word he will open his sentence with " Excuse me"
" Excuse me teacher, can I bla bla bla"
" Excuse me teacher, what is that? "
The way he said it is soooooooooooo cute.
Then after the class is playing time.
" Teacher what is your favourite color in the whole wide world?"
" Teacher can you close your eye, I want to make you a flower"
Haha.. so cute and sweet right.
When I tried to snap his pic using my hp, he become super happy and said " Pizza! "
He said he prefer pizza than cheese. So he shouted 'pizza' instead of 'chesse' when taking pic.
How cute right :)
His mother also looks super hot although she is pregnant.
She came with a short mini dress with a Chanel and her kid is sooooo adorable.
Unfair! hehe..

Can my students be those cute boys and girls but not those annoying one?
So that I can fully enjoying my job.
Hehe :)

1.6.09

Work

Yea.. I started to work last Saturday at InsightKids.
This is my first time working.. not counting those part time lah.
Gosh it was so damn tiring.
Teaching kids is definitely not an easy job.

Anyway, I have lotsa fun!
The kids are sooooooooo cute.
There is a little boy that is so adorable.
When he was doing his puzzle in the class, suddenly he turned to me and said : " Teacher, I like you. I want you to go back my home. "
Awwww... so sweet.
Kenneth, you are sooooooooo cute.
He looks super adorable with his fair skin and the smile on his face :)

I really enjoy the job but I do feel tired after finish the job.
I don't feel that tired last time when I had the full day classes during coll.
Maybe dealing with kids is a tiring task?
Hahaha maybe :)
But when you see they cried, after you calm them down and then they hold your hand and kept calling you, you will know how sweet the feeling is.
I love this kind of feeling, how kids trust you although you are not their family members.

Ohya! there is a kid call me auntie!
I was like WTH!!!
I am young ok..
My boss said kid call the teacher either 'teacher' or 'auntie'.
Omg such an extreme.
Oh children.. please call me teacher ya. Auntie is absolutely not suitable for me.

Now I understand why my uncle and auntie sleep so early hehe.
I am like an old auntie now, sleep so early nowadays due to my tiredness.
Nah, sleep early wake up early is good for health.. what a direct translation hehe.
Next whole week is the centre's holiday program.
It will be fun and interesting and I really looking forward for it.
But that means it double my workload :(
Sigh.. I am tired!