31.12.10

thank you life.


i know it's gonna have alot of challenges in year ahead
i've no idea whether can i handle it but i will be strong in facing every changes
learn what life gonna teach me through those life lessons
learn to appreciate and cherish every tiny things around me.

2010. life had been treating me well
lots of ups and downs
like a roller coaster but thank God it ended up kinda well.
learnt how important to be mercy and be loving,
to you, you, you and me.

2011. please be good to me :)
all i want is happiness in the new year
 will continue to live my dreams, and i believe the dreams will live on.


27.12.10


好久没有那种心酸得揪在一起的感觉了
这回 
心里有小小地‘砰 ’了一下
那个小角落微微碎了一小块





 

女人的第六感
有时真的准得很过分

希望一切都是因为我太敏感
纯粹是我想太多

21.12.10

imy.

year 3 sem 1 ends just like this.
sigh final year sucks to the core
so many work. so pressure
but now we just need to take a break before drown into another round of stress
even there're still 2 assignments to submit in weeks,
now just say yay to winter holiday!

am going to manchester with the besties tmr
i know it's going to be fun :)


can't wait for Christmas. can't wait for Boxing Day
Christmas time just makes us missing our loves one 
and those who are not beside us even more 

especially you darling, i miss you tons.


17.12.10

.

bagan lalang, aug 08.

天空很大,世界很美
我轻得像羽毛...


12.12.10

是怎样?


这场雪怎么来得快 走得也那么快啊
不是才说 怎么天气一下转冷 就这样下雪了
 雪花飘啊飘的 不过两天雪就积了四五寸 
想说 雪地难走 得买对雪靴才不会那么命苦一直跌到
怎么靴子才买了一天 雪就这样融了
怎么昨天明明是 -11度 隔天就是5度的艳阳天
连我在家后院做的大雪人 都已消失无踪
那天看见学长姐身披毕业袍 还想说真羡慕何时轮到我
怎知再过一个学期我就毕业了

时间 没关系 你真的可以再跑快一点
但 你有这么赶吗?


9.12.10

27th


i miss us holding hands walking together
with midnight beside us
at that breezy evening :)

happytwentyseventhmonthslove.


7.12.10

true love

is when we love just to love, not for what we can get but for what we can give.
Love others with no string attached.

 




thanks for the reminder ^____^ 

5.12.10

at this moment

 

winter is not so pretty anymore
snow become thick and dirty
so hard to walk.so easy to fall.shoe become all wet
so so lazy to go out 



I want need a pair of new boots
perhaps, something like this? :)



miss cookies and cream so much
so regret didn't get my new tub of haagen daaz that day :(
rmb when we had it together at swensens? love it. 


all time favourite and never get bored eating it everysingleday
appetite grows bigger
tuc.choc love letter.oreo.mckoys.rocky.cocopops

winter, your bad!



faster come back!
miss u already.


all pictures credits to weheartit

29.11.10

1.51am
挂上耳机  静静地与世界暂时隔绝
静静地  听着莫文蔚唱着外面的世界
静静地  看着窗外那一片依然无暇的雪地
看着轻轻飘着的雪花  静静地看着
外面那个头掉了只剩圆滚滚身体的雪人  还是静静地呆在原地
静静地  让越下越大的雪  渐渐地帮它整形

1.57am
外面有几人在互丢雪球 喧闹着
我的世界却静静的
静得只能听见听筒传出的歌声
嗯  摆渡人的歌
从卡带时期就听周华健长大
为什么老歌总是特别好听 特别动人
在这样的夜晚 特别和谐
 

27.11.10

啊!!!

 
现在外面下着超级大雪
我人生中有史以来看过最大的雪
请问  我可以尖叫吗?


24.11.10

就这样冬天了

早上 一贯的看了面子书
朋友放了一张照片
写着 ncl snow 2010
什么?下雪了?
我有没有看错啊
十一月还没结束
冬天已悄悄地到了
那片白茫茫 令人又爱又恨的满地白雪也快来了


秋天明明 才过
怎么 那么快就冬天了
昨晚只是早睡了些
怎么就这样让我错过了清晨五点下的第一场下雪


打着打着
竟然发现窗外正在飘着绵绵细雪!
也太快了我的妈呀!
现在的我
好像回到了去年第一次看到雪的那种激动!
生长在热带国家的小孩一定能够体会我这种心情 
 :)


 
sharperton house backyard, snow 10.

久违了


我的第二个冬天
我在纽卡索的最后一个冬天



17.11.10

我想我们


这样一起笑着
一起谈着
一起思念着

原来幸福可以很简单
简单得 很美


14.11.10

Glory

camden street, autumn
 
we were born to go higher
we were born to adventure
so dare to dream bigger 
because if you don't have a passion worth dying for
you have nothing worth living for


greatest glory is not it never falling
but it rising everytime we fall
JaesonMa

11.11.10

近。远

原来那在别人眼里微不足道的举动
能够深深地温暖我整颗心
也满足了那已深藏在心里某个角落好久好久
想要被爱被关心的心灵

只因那人是 你 

我渴望的 真的很简单
但 又是如此的艰难
 

9.11.10

26th


Happy 2yrs2mths ♥
me and hippy love you much! 

7.11.10

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鸡皮疙瘩掉满地的感动

2.11.10

秋。结束了吗?

那天早上
懵懵懂懂地看了时间
才发现这样就一年
又daylight saving了
去年的这个时候
觉得一星期好像一个月那么久
现在一个月眼睛眨两下就过了

时间怎么过得那么快?


还没真正地欣赏秋天的美
枫叶已经掉了满地
留下的是那光秃秃也很漂亮的树



 最近的天气好像比较温暖
看到天气报告显示双数的温度
心底也会不小心地小小雀跃一下


有谁可以告诉我
为什么这里的小孩特别可爱?
整个就好像毛茸茸可爱的洋娃娃
很想过去抓着她的脸给她香吻两枚


万圣才过 
eldon square已经有浓浓的圣诞气息了
红彤彤的 心情特好
我要boxing day 我要血拼!


我不知道前世修来了什么福
很多时候都可以捡到便宜货
这件river island只要三磅
原价的1/10  便宜到笑
虽然我的脸有够臭 哈哈


英国人很可爱
很随兴地在路边搭了个临时的游乐园
让小孩能够来个短暂的快乐
也让我们这些年级不小的怀念以前
那段只要能坐个旋转木马
就能开心整个晚上的童年


 最近看了很多关于s的报道
看到了坚强坚持勇敢乐观
看到了世界上有很多很多很多的爱
 看到了无论遇到了多少挫折都会坚强面对 
那股正面的力量 

只要还有呼吸的能力
那 就要勇敢的活下去
世界上没有一件比在还有能力的时候
而放弃努力更浪费的事情了


无论有多少困境 我们都要撑过去
暴风雨后 那道挂在蔚蓝天空上的彩虹
都会异常美丽

31.10.10

hip hip hippo is here


say hi to hippy the hippo!
I can't take my eyes off it when I first saw this cute lil thing
then puff she is with me now :)


ah bi: owhh why you so cute and so mini?
let's play together-gether next time ya

:)

25.10.10

星期天


看了看外面
阳光普照
心情也跟着好起来

去探望了那天看中的外套
“20% of all coats. LAST DAY"
眼睛亮了一下
我看中的仅剩几件
意料之中  没有我的size
无缘
失落
    省钱! 

想说去超市买整一星期的粮食
哦 罐头便宜 牛奶豆奶必买 鸡蛋也搬个15粒
落得一路回家手快断了的窘境
大晴天 根本就是骗人的
冷风很不给脸地一直吹
耳朵手指已经没感觉了
一面骂一面跑一面怨为何要买那么多
就这样repeat了好几次
终于到家

途中买了久违的greggs
星光7 + sausage bean and cheese melt = 满足
再来个几小时的video call


人生只不过是如此罢了嘛!

21.10.10

hip hip hippo


always yours 

17.10.10

.

I never expect ldr to be an easy one
but right now 
it just sucks to the core


and this saddens me so much

15.10.10

joy


one month!
can't believe I already back here for 1 month.
been working out on my final year project proposal now.
nervous. excited. anticipated.
am looking forward to conduct this piece of personal research myself.
it's going to be my first time doing everything alone including thinking of a suitable research topic, searching questionnaire, thinking of types of analysis, work through the whole research just by myself.
met my supervisor that day and he is a German. very complicated name he got and I don't really know how to pronounce it in a proper way hehe.
He is indeed very supportive. haha never reject my idea and also give me lots of useful suggestions.
I have no idea how's everything going to turn out but I am excited! :)

Today I attended ASK session and it's a special session for us the international student in order to help us to improve our writing skill. The lecturer are very helpful when comes to checking our assignment or even helping us to deal with problems that we faced when doing assessments.
Such a great service our uni provieded isn't it.
They never want to see us score badly and try to arrange all kinds of special session to help us. What could I ask for more you see?
Sumore the lecturer damn look like yvoone mama hahahaha.
and her joke never failed to let us laugh.
Wanna change into her running shoe instead of wearing boots in order to reach that lecture room on time?
My lecturer sangat funny :))

Internet at my place never ever been stable since the day I moved in.
But yay finally home internet is back!
you never know how happy I am when the internet is working and I can skype, facebook, watch movie, listen my Jack Johnson, check weather forecast at home hahaha.

I miss wearing skirt and sandal. not leggings and boots

I am really glad with what I am having now.
Got a great supervisor, room floor is fixed perfectly, internet is back, got to eat my fav korean food in ncl and all the love I got from people around me makes me a happy person :)
Sometime I still feel upset bout the incident where I lost some of my precious pics in my comp. All the travelling pics around Europe is gone. Damn sad can.. :( Recovery program keep giving me problem and I don't think I going to search for it anymore. Thank God there are still a copy of few of them back home in Msia but still..
heartache when I can't find any of those pics in my comp.

"So many times we are so stuck in our own little worlds. We are stuck in our own pity parties. We are trapped in our minds and we are prone to think about me, me, me…. We can become so unappreciative, so ungrateful and so pessimistic. But when we got our eyes off of our problems and onto others we realize many times that are problems aren’t so bad. When we take the little love that we have and we take a risk to give it to someone else… that action will spread love, spread freedom and spread goodness that will ultimately affect not only the one receiving it but the one who gave it. Joy is not in the getting, but in the giving."

Some wise words from Jaeson Ma.
So true isn't it?

We are just too focus on ourselves, our problems most of the time and we forget about the rest of the world. we become so ungrateful and always think on the negative sides. His word is so inspiring and it teaches me something everytime I read his article.

Sometime, if we don't focus too much on ourselves or the negative sides of our life, we will found that the smallest things that happened around us can be the biggest things in life ♥

8.10.10



awesome voice he had
this is the first song I heard when I first discover Passenger
till now, I still can't forget that lovely Sunday
listening him singing with his guitar at that random street of Bath

5.10.10

big sigh

sigh
pictures gone
lotsa them are gone
sad max
i know it's somewhere in the computer
but have no idea how to retrieve it back, safely

home internet down again
so many problems come at once

what should i do
stay positive?



I'll try.
sigh

27.9.10

contented

I am such a happy kid recently :)
I already came back to Newcastle for 2 weeks and everything is lovely. Love my new place, everything is settled down and class gonna start tomorrow! Very lazy but feel excited at the same time.
3rd year already wey.. can't believe I am already a final year student now!


I just keep on going out and shopping for the past week.
And I'm super happy because I bought some great stuff in really really cheap price. Woooots new shoes and new perfume.
Damn happy can :))
And I know I am damn outdated because I just watched 'love in disguise' recently and lee hom is soooo lengzai.
The songs are real good and he is super lengzai and talented ♥
Sometime really cannot tahan his lengzainess haha.

Went to induction last week and finally get to know who is my supervisor for my thesis. Yea too bad I didn't get the supervisor I want and been assigned to another supervisor that I don't even know who he is :(
Anyway, heard that the one that I wish to get wasn't really good and the supervisor I got is kinda friendly and pro in what I wanna do in my thesis. So yea I really hope that everything can turn out well.


I miss the bf so much and hey your holiday finally come to an end hehe.
Let's study hard and gayao together in this sem ya and I believe we can do better than previous sem.
So happy to see all the great things that you experienced lately :))
Really hope to see you in dec but it's alright we just see how it goes k.
Loves

Nyway, I'm really happy lately despite all the emoness past few days.
You are such a blessed child hong wei hee and you better be grateful!

 :)

25.9.10

有时候


可是我 有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透 也许你会陪我看细水长流

23.9.10

.

I am confuse
 I confused myself
I confused you
I confused people around me

Since when 
things are getting so complicated?

20.9.10

love from newcastle

I am back to Newcastle, safe and sound.
Everything is going well now :)
Just that the internet line at my place is down at the moment.
So yea I can't go online I can't skype 
unless I go to library.
I love my new house and my new room so much
Will upload the pic when I got back my internet access hehe.
It's early autumn now and it's kinda cold already.
Trying to adapt to the weather again but so far so good
I miss the chilly winds.

 I am really glad and feel so blessed that everything is going well.
Am missing everyone back home
especially you
:)

15.9.10

so long


It's time for me to leave again.
So hard to bid goodbye but I know 
this time I won't be leaving for too long.
So long, Malaysia
I will be back

9.9.10

2nd



2 years
It can be the most blessed thing that happen in my life.
The way we met for the 1st time,
how we bump to each other again after the LAN class,
how we get closer, how we grow together stronger,
how we overcome all the challenges hands in hands together.
I'll never forget all these things.

maybe we didn't get to see each other too much physically
but as long we have each other in our heart
ldr is not a big problem, isn't it?
:)


I feel so blessed to be with you and I appreciate your presence so much.
You will always be there whenever I need you,
and share all the happiness and sadness together.
I love you so and looking forward for the 3rd, 4th and many many years ahead that we going to spend together :)

Happy 2nd year anniversary love!

3.9.10

a lil note

"Don’t ever be a moody person; don’t ever be one who spreads negative thinking. Remember: This world is created through the law of duality; there are two sides to everything, a positive and a negative and each human being has the choice to align his consciousness with one or the other. No one wants to be around a stinkweed. It is negative and depresses us. But, as our Guru used to say, everybody loves to gather around a rose, which gives off a sweet fragrance.
Be a positive human rose." 


a reminder for you, hong wei hee. 

20.8.10

After soooo long...

Hola!!
Been MIA for super long.
Life's great so far :)
Wanna share some pics here but something wrong and I can't upload it :(

Quit my job
Back to hometown
Enjoy my life in this peaceful small town
Pampered and indulged myself with alot of good food
Looking at liang liang cheeky face and have a great laugh with him
Having my different favourite dishes cooked by my grandma every single day. How I wish I have more time like this to spend  at home before ciao back to uk.

Checked the uni website and got myself enrolled to the new semester
and yea got my timetable for the semester.
Big yay for it because I only have class on Tues, Wed and Thurs.
Looooooong weekend hehe :)
But I know it will be really hectic when the thesis hit in.
Can't believe I will be a 3rd year student next month.
Final year of my undergraduate course.
My God, time really flies like a bullet train, with no stops in between at all.

I permed my hair and it's wavy now. A great change I hope :)
Need some time to get used to it but so far so good hehe..
I will be going to Singapore next week and I can't wait!!
Can't wait to explore this city with the bf :))
Universal Studio is a must!
Melaka day trip next weekend with bunch of good friends. yay.





Life back home is soooooo great and I really don't wanna go back to Newcastle.

9.7.10

22th


I'm loving every single minute of my life in KL now
enjoy living life with your presence, physically.
Thanks for loving the imperfect me perfectly.
Happy 22th months love :) 
♥♥

2.7.10

recently

july
kl
working
kindy
movie
shopping
hang out
makan
lepak
dating
sleeping
enjoying
life
:)

24.6.10

lost

why is everything so hard for me?
So lost but I need to find a way.
I don't mean to hurt you.
Sorry.. I really need some time.
:'(

19.6.10

home

It's been a while huh.
Finally I am back to Malaysia!
Really feel great to be home
though sometime still can't get used to the hot weather.
Anyway, been indulged myself with good food 
and playing with all the kiddos at home.
I'll be going to KL tomorrow and woots I miss KL so much.
Shall update soon
:)

8.6.10

yay yay yay

Result is out! 
yea I know it's like super fast
it's out even before I flying home.
I pass everything and I am quite satisfied with the result! 
Woooots all the hard works paid off :)
I know I am going to fully enjoy my summer holiday back home
without worrying my result anymore.
Wheeeeee!! 
:))

7.6.10

I'm back!


yo finally I am back!
Been abandoned my blog for sooo long.
Anyway, I enjoy my trip so much.
Lovely weather for the whole week.. not even one drop of rain.
Big sunny day until I almost got sunburn.


Bath is such a lovely city and it's one of my favourite city in UK now.
So pretty and peaceful
Great street performer everywhere and I had a wonderful Sunday there.
Nothing can be better than enjoying this little gorgeous town with lovely weather and music as companion.


Amsterdam is awesome! 
I love the country side of Amsterdam to the max.
The windmills, the flowers, the cheese workshop, the clogs.
Eating dutch pancake and looking at ducks swimming at the lake. 
It's so peaceful and relaxing.
The red light district really is an eye opener to me hahahaha.


London is such a busy city.
Too many things to see, but I have too little of time in this city.
Love the energetic side of the city but not the dusty air and the tube.
And gosh finally I watched 'The Phantom of the Opera'.
It's like a dream comes true for me.
You can't imagine how excited I am after the whole play.
It can be the happiest thing that happened to me in this whole trip.
:)




3 days more till I leave Geordieland
big yay!

28.5.10

wheeee






















Yo summer holiday is here!
Both yvoone and stacy went back to Malaysia de.
Probably enjoying Murni now or maybe complaining the hot weather in Malaysia haha.
I'm kinda busy this few days to settle everything before flying back home.
Running errands, getting boxes and busy packing for house moving.
Damn tired but seriously can't wait to go home!!

Anyway, Jack Johnson new album is out.
His new songs are as great as usual.
So relaxing and all the tiredness just melts away :)

I'll be off to Bristol tomorrow and started my 1 week trip wheeeee. 
But heck I hate the 5 hours train journeys. Can die.. 
Hehe its alright its alright.
I want tulips I want windmills I want sunny day!
Hi Netherland in 2 days time.
Hi London in 5 days time.





Then, hi Malaysia!!!