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Time flies ey..
Next week is week 8 already. Time flies like a bullet train.
I'm having my one week break now and it's the so called enhancement week. Same as last sem, what I did during enhancement week was just enhance my sleeping and movie watching skill. Bad, very bad student..

Weather is getting warmer now.
Sometime I can even sleep without my heater on.
Good sign isn't it? I guess spring is coming real soon haha.
Please don't snow anymore! I want spring! :)

Studies are getting hectic. So many assignment need to be done in a short period of time. But see what I did so far? yea nothing much! can die..
Qualitative methods assignment due next week. Biopsych assignment due one week after and follow by social psych oral presentation due the following week.
Then, deng deng deng it's my 1 month study break!

So many things need to be done in one month time, but at the same time it means that the day I go back home is getting closer :) It's officially 102 days till the day I pack my belonging and go back to the hot hot country. Oh can't wait can't wait!

Endure the following months kawans..
Great things always worth the wait :)

better together

There's no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree

There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together


:)

一颗苹果

当人生处于很美好的时候
人往往就会变得贪心 希望得到更多
希望一切好的都不要停止 不会有变化

阿信说
活著不多不少 幸福刚好够用
活著其实很好 再吃一颗苹果

我说你啊
真的要知足
不要贪心

幸福够用就好
:)

电影

两个人

一出电影
一个透过视讯
一个坐在电脑旁
观赏播放着的dvd
明明彼此的距离是那么的远
同时间看着一样的电影
一起说一起笑
很妙


两个人
两个地点
一颗心
♥

我的脆弱坚强 互相作战

理性与感性 失去平衡感
不想让自己活在过去的遗憾
问宇宙他是否还爱我吗
这问题早就有答案

my valentine

Few days ago was our 17th months anniversary and it also marks us 5months being in a LDR. That's the very first time we tasted our first bitter taste of our relationship. Being 8 hours apart for months is not an easy thing. All our communication is rely on Skype, MSN, text or sometime short phone calls.

I'd to say Skype is the best thing that ever created in the world. Although we have to be apart for thousand miles, I still get to see him through skype. I guess it do makes us feel like the distance between us are just physical, but not in a psychological way.

It's really not easy to involve in a LDR. I guess perseverance and patience is the key to makes this work. All credits to him for being so patience to me. Sometime I just really upset for being alone here oversea without my family and loves one here. Talking something really bad to him or come up with argument tend to happen sometime. But everytime we fight, there is always a lesson to be learnt, always more room for improvement, always testing our perseverance. I'm so glad we made it everytime and it makes us grow stronger together.

Thanks for your patience all the time and telling me everything will be okay when I am upset. Thanks for all your endless support and go through all the seasons of life with me.
Thanks for always be there for me in every single thing and it makes me realize that I am not alone afterall.

I never be alone when I am with you, or even in ldr now.
I know who to call when I am facing trouble.
I know where to find my confidence when I'm lost.
I know no matter what happen there is always someone there for me to give me support.

Thanks for everything you have did to me.
You are such a wonderful person and I will never ask for more.
♥ ♥ ♥

Where is my buddy penguin?
Hehe :)


Happy Valentine's Day
♥

Happy Chinese New Year

This year gonna be the first year I am not celebrating Chinese New Year at home, at Segamat. I'm so upset because this is my favourite festival in the year and I like being around at home during CNY.
But too bad I'm studying abroad and can't be back at home this year :(

I miss wake up very early on new year eve to help my grandma or look at her busy cooking those dishes. Then have our reunion lunch together, yea my family have reunion lunch instead of dinner. I miss sitting like this together in that round table, chit-chatting and oh ya.. eating my favourite home-made meatball.

Wake up super early in the next morning, which is Chor Yat because those lion dance team usually will come my place around 8am. I love these dong dong qiang alot, and they never failed to be here on the very first day of the year at our place, every year.
I get very excited everytime I heard the drum sound haha I have no idea why.

I miss all those new year cookies.. I miss my favourite kuih kapet, the butter cookies and peanut. The yeo's chrysanthemum tea, F&N, jolly shandy. Ohya and those keropok that fried by my popo.

During new year, if you heard someone laughing so loud and you will some stupid and funny things are going around, as example.. playing with the glasses and everyone have to come out with a pic of that, including the youngest in our family :)

I miss all my gugu coming back home. Then sitting at the same corner gossiping, kepoh-ing and chit-chatting. Have to come out with all sorts of greetings before getting angpao from them and yea.. cannot repeat the same greeting that someone said before. We just have to be that mou liu.

I miss everyone trying their best to make funny faces to make liang liang laugh. Being the youngest at the home is great because everyone will super sayang you hahaha.
I miss liang liang so much now. He was still a baby last year and I guess this year he will be walking around and asking angpao from everyone with his hand doing the 'gongxi gongxi' thingy haha.

This year, I won't be waking up that early for lion dance, freshen up and get angpao from grandparents, parents and uncle auntie. Won't be playing with my cousins and camwhore with brother, won't be playing mahjong with the family until 3am, won't be sitting comfortably at the couch watching tv show all day long at home, won't be going house hopping at friend's house, won't be having wantan mee as lunch. My elder brother will be at home this year but I am not there as well as my cousin sis, Harn. When I'm be able to be at home for cny, younger brother, Xhean or Zoe will be studying abroad that time.. sigh.

Ohya I called home just now and it makes me miss home even more. My popo said she can't talk to me too long because she is frying the meatballs :( Grandpa said 'Happy New Year' to me instead of ' Xin Nian Kuai Le' because he said I'm in UK so must speak english T_T I want to be at home so badly.

Anyway, I will be having Chinese New Year celebration in UK style. Me and my gang going to cook for our very own reunion dinner tonight, going to Chinatown for dimsum on Chor Yat morning, watching lion dance at Chinatown, new year dinner at Chinese Dinner. I really hope it will still be a great one for me although I won't have any single family member with me this year.

Yea I guess everyone is at their hometown now already, preparing themselves to celebrate this wonderful day. Enjoy this precious time with your family and get more angpaos haha.
Happy chinese new year everyone!

:)

stupid.

New year is coming soon so I just felt like I gotta make sure my room is clean. So, yea I vacuum my room, wash the toilet, do everything that makes my room fresh.. including doing my laundry.

Normally we will do our laundry at the laundry room at the basement of our hostel.
Okay.. we usually just left our clothes there to wash for about 40mins then transfer it to the dryer for another 50mins.
So I just went up to my room and waiting for that 40mins after I put all my clothes in the washing machine.

When I went down to the laundry room and wanted to transfer my clothes to the dryer...
WTH what I saw is all my clothes are all above the washing machine!!
Wth that person just can't wait for few minutes to wait others to collect their clothes?
Why just have to be so desperate to wash your clothes and took all my clothes out!!!
DAMNNNNN ANGRY I TELL YOU!!
OOI use your brain la..
Can you just take out all my clean clothes out and put on the top of the machine? Sumore there are saop powder there and wtf I am sooooo damn pissed.
No manners at all and damn stupid you no brain!!

Okay... maybe you are in rush and you just have to use the washing machine on the spot.
But HELLO!!! can you just trasfer the clothes straight to the dryer but not put them on the top of the machine? Can't you see there are soap powder there? Damn stupid.
Wtf damn hate this kind of people. damn unconsiderate and damn no brain.
Shit you!

Don't let me know who are you. No brain at all and such an idiot.
Stupid and I hope one day this thing will happen to you and you will know how pissed it is.

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

11129km

放学回家，围巾脱了，外套挂了
坐在书桌前，空虚得不得了
想紧紧抱着的一个人，那个人却在11129公里

星期四的傍晚，一个人在厨房煮着晚餐
汤匙和叉子搅拌着Indo mee
想说是不是吃着一样的食物，就能拉近那11129公里

看着刚上映的电影预告片
心里浮现了很多面孔，想说该和谁去看这部电影
再想多一回，原来朋友都约在了11129公里的戏院外了

听了一首好听的歌
耳机里播出动人的旋律，慢慢咀嚼歌词的细腻
想把耳机递给第二只耳朵，但耳机并不足11129公里那么长

手插口袋
漫无目的地在人潮汹涌的购物广场流荡
逛了那么久，我发现我还是喜欢11129公里那的商场

上课的时候
听着有着很重地方口音的教授上课
心里突然怀念起11129公里那红彤彤的auditorium

星期日的午后，窗外飘着细雪
一个人在房里读着我带来唯一一本的藤井树
11129公里，一堆藤井树静静地躺在书架上，等待着主人

看着外面那片白雪
它依然无暇 依然漂亮
但心理还是想念那穿着t-shirt也会满头大汗 会刮风下大雨的11129公里

傍晚6:03
冷风不断迎面吹来，快麻痹的双脚不停地加快脚步
离回家还有15分钟路程，但实际的路程是11129公里



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11129公里