25.5.09

Update

I am in Segamat now =)
Enjoying my holiday but too bad this is the so called 'last week' holiday.
I got a job and I will be start working on this Saturday.

I am really happy to got it since it's related to psychology and kids.
Really hope I can learn something from there since I have to feedback on the kids there based on their progress using my psychology knowledge.
I also have to come out with activities that can build their self-esteem and train their IQ and EQ.
Working with kids is something I really looking forward to.
Challenging but I really hope I will enjoy it and like it.
Hehe not saying that I don't like the job but yea the working time is kinda long for me.
This means that I would not have much time to spend with D like I usually do.
But it's alright, I still will find a way :)

So, those who are in Segamat can call me out for yumcha.
I will be back to KL soon and I don't think I will be back here so soon.
Sad I know but can't complain since have to work.

Till next time.
Peace.

I miss you

20.5.09

累了

好像有好一段时间没上来了
最近的我不是很好
心情时好时坏
典型情绪化

太多的事情发生了
对于明年的事
还有我和她谈到的事
都足够让正在放假的我感到上课时的那种压力
现在的我很累很累
太多东西想
太多东西烦
我真的很希望她能够了解我的心情
毕竟 我长大了
我了解你的想法
但我也想你知道我在想什么
我要的是什么

对于你呢
我知道你很伤心
我真的很抱歉
抱歉我不能实现我的诺言
我们都不想这件事情发生
但 又能如何
我要 但不一定可以得到

其实事情并没有那么地复杂
只要多一点了解和体谅也许就能解决了
有时我真的觉得自己很失败
有太多的想法
但没有那种勇气去说或是去做
太胆小了吗?
还是不想伤害自己关心及爱的人?
我不知道
可能到最后往往伤害到的不止是身边人
自己也是一个伤痕累累


我真的累了

14.5.09

Birthday Shout out

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to YOU

YOU

YES IT'S YOU MY BABY!
xoxo

10.5.09

To Mummy

Happy Mother's Day
to my popo, mummy, shenshen, gugu and all the mummies!
=)

The text that you sent is so unpredictable
yet so sweet :)

9.5.09

8th

I am glad
that
I'm yours
You're mine
loves

8.5.09

Settled

Finally..
finally the uni thingy is done.
Oh Thank God!
Everything is fine now.. back to the original plan.
I never imagine this kind of mistakes will happen on me,steph and wen.
But, thank God we got back our offer letter.

Three of us are now officially accepted by Northumbria University, Newcastle.

Oh thank God.
Just can't stop thank Him for this.
I was so nervous and luen when I heard that we can't continue our studies there.
I was frustrated and keep asking why this kind of things will happen on us.
I don't want to bother who's fault now and just feel relief that finally it's settled.
We still have lots of things to do later.. passport,visa, accommodation, air ticket and etc.
Lots of things haven't done yet and I pray everything will going smoothly.

Once is more than enough for this kind of surprise.
I can't take it if it happen again.

Haha.. so now I am fine :)
Back to my holiday mood.
I am in Segamat now.
Anyway I will be back to KL soon since I have to settle the application things.
It's alright I think I will be back here again very soon.
I miss the food here.

I want to go Redang!!!!
=)

5.5.09

The road not taken

I super sad now.
I can't go to Northumbria University anymore
because of some very stupid reason

Anyway, I got a better offer which is University of Sheffield which is my top 3 choices last time.
But, the tuition fee is way too expensive compare to Northumbria.
I don't think can afford it for 2 years studying there and with those lapzap living cost and accomadation fee.
If go there, I also don't think I got extra money to spend for my trip in UK or others.
Sigh..

I really don't know how.
I pray that God will show me a way.. where should I go and which one is the best for me.

I really hope everything will be done very soon.
I don't expect all these to be happen because I thought the offer letter from Northumbria means everything. But it proved that I was wrong.
Anything is possible to happen in this world.
The only thing I can do is just go to find other agents to find solution.

I think the worst thing can be happen is just postponed one year to fly.
That's the worst thing.
Sigh..
See how la. I am seriously very fan now.

:(

Awesome

Date : 1-5-2009
Weather : Extremely hot
Place : Skytrek


On Labour day, me and bunch of friends went to a place call Skytrek which located nearby Shah Alam. So, go there for what since its a wonderful public holiday. Hehe..
We went there for some obstacles thingy, which also means we have to play those high rope and flying fox!
At first I really don't want to go because I am EXTREMELY afraid of height but since D is going so I am joining too =)

We started our journey kinda late which around 1pm.
The smart LQ always gave the direction last minute and it made us had to make a big U-turn on the highway because we missed the turning.
Somehow we still make it for the place and that place is so cool!
I don't even know there is a place like this located in KL or I should say Selangor.
I got to know that the ' Four Season House' thingy is located here as well.

So, at first we had to get our safety equipment done.
Then we went through a so called tutorial which is a more simple obstacles to let us familiarize which our equipment.
The instructor will demo how to complete the obstacles by using the equipment.
I tell you, the tutorial set is just 5m height if not mistaken and I already scared like hell.
I have to walk on the stairs that hang within 2 trees, then swing myself like a Tarzan to the monkey net, then flying fox.
I am really scared. Friends kept shouting ' weiqi weiqi you can do it. Don't look down.'
Phew,finally I was done with the tutorial and my legs already shaken.

Deng deng deng deng.
After the tutorial, then we went for the exact obstacles.
I tell you I almost faint when I saw it.
Shit it is 17m height. 17m!!!!
The first task already killing me. We had to climb the stairs. Not those normal stairs ok, it was those stairs that made by pvc tube and rope. We had to climb this bloody 17m stairs to the platform.
Then there are around 33 station more to complete the whole thing.
I was like WTH!

The best part is during one flying fox, due to my stupidness of fixing the equipment wrongly, I stuck in the middle of the flying fox.
MIDDLE OF THE FLYING FOX
I damn scared. I can't move forward or either backward. I just stuck there.
I cried cause I damn scared. Imagine you put a person who afraid of height in the middle of the rope and just hang her with 3 safety equipment, and there's nothing below her! Okay maybe just trees and trees and tress.
I dare not to look down when I was there. Shit man.
Luckily the so called 'superman' come to save me with his extremely fast speed.
He is so fast! He climbed the stairs with less than 10 seconds I guess, which I used almost 5 minutes to climb it. Then he fly (flying-fox) all the way to my place and save me!
Thanks abang! Although I stepped on his foot and he complained it is painful. hehe..

Okay.. there are lots of things happen that day.
Although very tired and challenging, but it was fun!
Playing around with this bunch of friends was really fun and they are so encouraging.
I almost give up when I was in the beginning of the obstacles because I am so afraid and I think I can't do it.
They keep encourage and support me all the way, believe that I can complete.
It was challenging for a person like me but I did it! I can't believe I played flying fox more than 7 times in a day and walking on those obstacles on 17m height.
Hehe.. Thanks D that always support me and wait for me up there.
I know I walked like a snail cause being too afraid but you still wait for me at those platforms.
Muacks!

I think I won't pay and go for it once again. Once is enough for me heehe.
Okay..
Maybe the next one I should try is the roller coaster in Genting?
=)


p/s: Photos are available at my facebook. It's too small and can't be uploaded here :)

4.5.09

yay!!

I tell you I tell you I tell you..
I am seriously happy now!
I am officially done with everything related to HELP and I am having my 4 months holiday now.
So, that's means that I will be completely free from studies till the day I have to pack my bag and leave to UK.

The last paper was really tough.
First time sitting inside the exam hall for 3 hours plus and finish the whole essay paper.
First time finished the whole essay booklet just for the stupid essay and my finger ache after I finish everything.
But its ok. Last time for HELP :)
HAHAHAHA I am done!
Done with my bloody first year.

=DD