A little bit here and there

I've been eating quite a lot recently.
The cold weather makes me feel like eating more.
Haha yea just so you know food can produce heat and it makes me feel warm.
Nah.. excuses. haha.
You can find lots of snacks or lap sap food in my room.
I tell you, choc digestive biscuit is soooo addictive... oreo as well.
I love oreo so much, and it goes so well with milk.
Just bought myself 1 huge pack of Walkers that contains 26 small packs inside. So fattening I know, but I still bought it. Sigh..
I need to control myself.. if not you will see a double me when I go back.
Oh ya I had my first maggie mee here in UK today.
I bought the maggie instant noodle at Chinatown and it cost 30p per pack. It consider ok for here but if convert the price then you will feel not worth it. Who said the maggie mee here is different compare to Msia one. It tastes the same for me haha. I tell you it taste damn nice and I feel like I'm in Msia when I had it. They sell Milo here as well but it's sooooo exp. Don't feel like spending on it because I can get very nice hot choc here and it's cheap :)

Time flies ey..
My brother will be here in 2 weeks time.
Semester 1 end in 3 weeks time.
Going to Bristol and Italy in 4 weeks time!! :)))
Then I will going to be a year 2 sem 2 student on Jan.
Soooo fast.

For me, psychology is getting more interesting and fun.
Yea I still struggling in assignments most of the time and sometime I still skip classes, especially the Biopsych class.
But, it's fun when you read those journal and find out wa this can be related to that and it makes human behave like that.
Mmm.. interesting.
Feel so glad that I'm studying what I want and major in psych had been a dream for me since young. Hopefully I can get a job that related to clinical or child psych in the future then I will be sooo happy and hahaha for everyday :)
For sure, I want to continue my post-grad study after degree. Undergraduate for psych is definitely not sufficient enough to get a job in the field, except being a lecturer in foundation courses. Maybe I should think about it though lol.

I've been thinking of something for quite some time.
Yea still can't really figure it out yet but I'm still trying my best.
It's kinda sad when things can't seems to goes in the way I want but you know not everything tend to happen in the way we want to be.
So, I will take it as a chance to learn, like what he told me.
Try to take it easy and humble myself to learn is what I need to do now.

Haha maybe the thing I need to do at the moment is my assignments.
3 more to go and I have to finish everything before my brother is here so that I can go lepak or jalan-jalan with him.
Hopefully my 'determination' is stronger than the 'procrastination'.
*finger cross*

Oh ya.. I changed my header.
I love it, do you? hehe.
It's about those people and things that I treasure and cherish in my life.
But I left out some of them because can't really fit everything inside.

Oh the Segamatians are organizing a gathering at my best friend's house.
I am jealous because I can't attend.
It's alright.. I believe it sure will be a chance for us to meet again.
Thanks Ja for calling me that day.. yea it's kinda long ago.
I appreciate it a lot. I hope it won't cause you a bomb for your phone bill hehe.
Btw I know a secret haha. I won't let others know because the person say don't tell. Anyway congrats mate! I am happy for you. Finally huh..
Hope you will be happy and enjoy your life with ahem. hehe.

I've been missing my friend back there so much.
Get to talk to some long lost friend and glad that they are doing fine at another corner of the world. Sometime it makes me believe that those high school friendship will last longer.
Most of my buddies are those high school friends. Eventhough we didn't really meet up that much but we still have lots of things to talk about. They are still understand me well and always ready to help me when I need them. Maybe all from small town and we have been knowing each other since primary school or even kindergarten. Growing up together till secondary school and we were sharing lots of memories together.
I feel so good to have those friends since young and we are still keep in touch now eventhough we are studying in different places. Actually quite a number of them though. Those in Aussie, Melaka, Ipoh, Sarawak or KL. Haha you know who you are la :)

Hehe don't intend to post this long.
But I feel good to express myself here through words than typing out all the psych term in the microsoft word sheet.
Anyway, have a great holiday for friends back there.

:)

distance kills.

It's kinda random I know
But all of a sudden
I miss you so much
so so much
and how I wish you are here to give me a hug
a tight and long one

Good news

My older bro called me today and told me that he going back to Malaysia on end of January for holiday! I tell you I damn envious.. super envious! But I felt happy and excited for him in the same time. Imagine you are away from your home for 2 years plus and now it's the time to go back. Excited ehh.. I can't imagine if I stay away from home for such a long period without going back once. I will be damn homesick by then.

Aiyo damn jealous la he can go back for CNY although he will be back to UK after that. But I think 1 month plus is more than enough already. Super nice la he can travel non stop before go back. Newcastle, Edinburgh, Italy then home! But I am kinda looking forward to travel with him to Edinburgh next month.. oh yea the day I hand in my last assignment will be the day I go travelling! Can't wait for that eh. Hahaha.. Work hard and earn more money gor! hehe :)

I miss liang liang so much. My bro going to see him and I am jealous. Take more pics of him and show me when you come back to UK. I heard that he can walk so well now and even know how to run already. He definitely looks cute when running with the cute smile on his face. Hope he won't cry when he see you since he never see this da gor gor before haha.

Okay. I shall stop dreaming on this already.
Back to assignment. Till then.. :)

I wish I know how to do it

This is the cartoon pic of my lecturer of advanced research methodology, Chris Dracup. He showed us this pic when he gave us the assignment, said that all of us will draw him like this because we will be freaking stress. Haha yea I am in fact stress with the stats assignment now.

All the statistic term is like alien word to me. Oh I need a lot of wisdom for this. I got to hand it in on Thursday and look! what I had done so far, not much ey :( Sad. I want to get rid of this asap. I am not a person that good in Maths. I choose Psych as major because I suppose I won't be touching any Maths for this major but I AM WRONG! I took Research Method since 1st year till now :(

Oh God I need wisdom.. lots of them, please.

14th

continue counting the blessing
three words, eight letters
♥♥♥

dear diary

The weather today is great.. not so windy but cooling.
I went out shopping alone.. yea alone.
When I was still in KL, I can't go out alone just like that. Can't eat alone, shop alone. If really have to eat but I'm alone, then I rather just tabao the food and eat it at home. I felt weird doing things alone myself, except driving la haha. But I am fine with that here. I don't know why, I feel quite comfortable going out alone now. Maybe it's safer here. No snatch thieves, no mat rempit, no one will kacau you here hehe. Went to some book shop to read some book, got myself a jacket, stop by at the roadside to look at the street performance, bought my favourite pastry from Greggs. I enjoyed doing all this now. Oh ya the christmas decoration on the street is really beautiful. The chirstmas songs they played sounds very lovely and peaceful.

Thanks dear that accompany me whole night. I really need it that time. Sometime it's just over my limit and I have to let it out. Cried it out loud makes me feel so much better. I am glad that you are there for me during all the seasons. I felt so so so much better now and ready for the new challenges :) Loves.

I received a long long long message from zoe. Oh I miss you lots girl! A lot a lot. I know you will be reading this. Stay strong k.. I know you are strong. You know sometime things just can't goes in the way we want it to be. I know it hurts but just pull through this hard time. I know you can handle it. I miss you so much wei. I miss those time when five of us sleep together in a double bed and chat whole night. Argh.. how I wish I am back there now. Stay strong k darling. You know I will always be here for you. Just send me message or email whenever you need someone to talk. I will definitely reply you. Hugsssss..

I was browsing through some foodblog. Oh I miss food in Msia. I will eat all I can if I back there. Ramli burger, satay, Japanese food, asam laksa, fried kueyteow, pan mee, CHAR SIEW, grill chicken wings, hokkien mee, lobak, claypot chicken rice, segamat wantan mee, Domino pepperoni pizza, Bbq plaza, maggi mee goreng, roti telur, tandoori chicken and the list keep going on haha. Argh I miss those food ah. I don't think I am geng enough to cook those the food hehe. Can't even find the ingredients here haha so pathetic. I miss those time I go makan with him in KL. Promise me you will bring me for those food when I go back. I want it all! hahaha..

Tomorrow will be the last day of my one week break. It supposes to be our enhancement week to do our assignments and do more reading in this week. Oh yea I did nothing except sleep, eat and watch series. I shall start my assignments real soon. Haha pray that I will be more hardworking start from next week. No more procrastinating!

6 more weeks to go and it will be my winter holiday :))

忽冷忽热

最近的天气变化大得可以
早上天阴阴的 心想又是一个雨天
只差是绵绵细雨还是小雨
倾盆大雨 想都别想 纽卡索没这一回事

好了 结果放课出来
大太阳耶 大得眼睛都睁不开了
头低低走路还撞到路人

结果晚上冷得把暖气开至最大了
房间还是冷得好像只有5度罢了
手脚冰冷到连呆在电脑前都想戴手套

天呀 你是要我怎样

睡觉时整个人躲在棉被里
不让肌肤吹到冷风 即使一小寸都不能
结果整晚就跟那张棉被不得空
搞得睡不好 落枕了好几个晚上

今天被冷风冷醒了
是的 又落枕
结果 下午三点半的现在又来一个风光明媚阳光灿烂到一个不行

忽冷忽热 挺好的 也挺坏的