100th

It's the 100th post of my blog and also the last post of 2009.
Haha such a coincidence.

Yea indeed I went through a lot of ups and downs this year. A lot of turning points and it forces me to grow up. In this year, I started my first job as kindergarten teacher. Although not really long but I do enjoy the working environment and I love those kids. I miss those time when I am teaching in class and they are playing or fooling around, they share their food with me or give me some really nice biscuit or candy, telling me all the cute stuff that happen around them. It's really sweet of them and I really enjoy myself with this bunch of 4 years old kids. Haha I miss Jewel and Marcus now :)

My dream to further my study in UK finally came true. I went through a lot of hassles from searching for university, a suitable accommodation, flight ticket, visa and lots of tiny winy things that sometime will makes me go crazy. Anyway, I am here in Newcastle writing this post. I have to leave my love one back in Msia and come all the way to this country for years. It's definitely not easy but I think it will be a challenge for myself. I believe I will surely gain and learn something from it and yea I want to achieve my goal.. at least get a 2.1 to get into clinical psy. Sometime it's really hard to achieve what I want, but yea I'm still that one who trying so hard to get what she want since she was young because this is what I really want.

Sometime I don't really know how to handle my relationship with friends. Haha or maybe I just sucks in this. Just want to apologize if I hurt you in any way this year. I really appreciate the friendship between me and my friends although we are so far away from each other. Those in Segamat, KL, Aus and some of them are in UK right now. Sorry if I don't really get to keep in touch with you guys. You know la hhaha I always don't reply the message in msn. Forgive me for that cause sometime I really busy and don't get to reply it on time. Keep in touch for the coming years ya.

For you, I really thank god for you and make me met you in my life. This year marks the first year we been together and I really appreciate it. Though sometime we have to face some challenges, like now we are having ldr. But, I believe this is a chance to make us grow stronger together and understand each other more. Just want to tell you I really cherish and treasure this relationship. What happen back in 2008 can be the most beautiful thing that happen in my life. Never thought will meet you back on valentine, never thought will get closer to you, never thought we will be like what we are now right now haha. I miss every moment we spent together when I'm still in Msia. I will be back soon and really can't wait to see you. Have a greater year ahead and... three words, eight letters ♥

Apart from my family also not that easy for me. Living alone at a different city is not new for me, but living alone at a different country is definitely hard. I have to do everything by myself from buy groceries till do laundry and I have to cook myself. All this can really makes me grow and be more independent. Haha I really miss my grandma's home cook food and little liang liang. And my room in Segamat.

There are indeed a lot of changes in this year, both good and bad. All these things happen for a reason and I believe it makes me who I am now and I thank God for all these :)

Happy New Year everyone!
Have a blessed and great year ahead :)