I don't know what's wrong with me now. I don't know how I feel now, all kinds of feelings mixed up. I am moody,down, sad, sometime neutral, sometime don't even know how I feel. I can't explain this kind of feelings, but I hate it. I hate myself being like this. What is the reason? I am doing very good in my work, I am enjoying it very much. Is it I going to leave soon, that's why so emotional? I really don't know, I don't know. I treated the person around so badly and I know I hurt them. I am so sorry, so so sorry. Somehow I can't control my action, I don't know why I will act like that to them, espeacially you. I am so sorry my dear, I know it's my bad, it's my fault. You know sometime I just feel like pour out everything in my heart, but I don't know what is it, what to tell, I just feel like crying. Did I having depression, dear psychologist? haha maybe a mild one. But, seriously I hate this kind of feelings. I don't mean to hurt You my dear, because I don't even know what's wrong with me now. So easily to get irritated, little little things make me feel so pissed already. I am trying my best to control my emotion. Please give me some time. I know I can handle it. Please forgive me for my bad action towards you. I don't mean to hurt you, I mean it.
I know you are reading this,
I know I am bad but I just want you to know I also don't want to do that.
Sorry dear. I am so sorry.
You are great. Loves.
3 comments:
Qi,r u alright?dont feel so depressed,k?even though you are happy or sad,every minutes and every seconds still going on.So,why not you choose to be more happy than sad?I know i cant help you with anything but i really hope my words will cheer you up a little bit.Hope this few words will do.Cheer up my dear.Everything will be fine.Take care!
Qi, been awhile huh? Cool down and dont try too hard to find for answers. Sometimes, the answers will come to you, in time. Take care.
Thanks yea fong and ja. I am alright now. Thanks a lot. take care!
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